
"Life is Beautiful!" That's what I keep reminding myself. Ev and I are doing well, and we recognize that we're on the healing path. We're having fewer and fewer bad days, and our good days are getting even better. Our family and friends are such a big help and we're so grateful for their support. Autumn, Doug, Bobby and Morgan are always close by and very good at lifting our spirits. We visit Scotlin's grave most days, which helps, but we find the most comfort in attending the temple. I think that Heavenly Father allows him to be there with us because we need to feel close to him. To learn more about LDS temples, click here. In other news, I start back to work this week. I'm excited to see my friends at work again, but I'm a little nervous. I've been in to work a few times and, for the most part, people just ignore me. I know that people don't know what to say to me, so they just look the other way when they see me. I guess time will make it easier. I like talking about Scotlin, so maybe I'll just break the ice by letting people know that it's okay to talk about him. After all, most people don't know how he died and want to ask, but don't want to be insensitive. Wish me luck!

